The Light That Calls

(2024 - ongoing)

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The Light That Calls is a series of staged self-portraits examining how systems of authority shape the body long after their physical structures have disappeared. Set within anonymous hotel rooms, the photographs transform temporary interiors into psychological spaces where visibility, vigilance, and memory continue to shape lived experience.

I grew up within an environment structured by religious surveillance. At a Catholic school, I was held answerable for the sins of my parents. I learned early to read rooms, anticipate change, and understand that visibility could carry risk. The natural world offered a different relationship: companionship without condition or judgement. Where nature held me, religion watched me.

The hotel room, anonymous, transitional, belonging to no one, becomes a space in which I can reclaim agency over the experience of being seen. Through the partial exposure of my own body, I occupy these interiors not to reconstruct the past, but to trace what remains when external authority has been left behind: the vigilance embedded in posture, gesture, and expectation.

Throughout the series, moments of containment are interrupted by quieter forms of refuge. Animals and the natural world appear as presences that witness without judgement, offering an alternative relationship to looking. The colour palette is deliberate: restrained and bruised, with red and rose tones held in check, it echoes the emotional self-regulation I learned young, the internal discipline of a child who understood that being seen was not always safe.

The Light That Calls asks what becomes possible beyond childhood vigilance: a life no longer governed by the expectation of judgement.